July 2011
10 posts
:/
When I’m upset, i try not to be the center of attention, i’d rather sit back behind everyone else, let them have fun and not let me disturb them.
I’m glad my friends tried cheering me up at the concert, but no offense guys, nothing was gonna make me feel better :/
Is it a bad thing that when a person asks you whats wrong, you have an entire list, but if someone were to ask you...
Nothing I do is ever good enough for anyone. I jump through fucking hoops for people and I’m still always second option. I go out and try make people happy, they return the favor by making me feel like that asshole or makes me feel awkward. Nothing I do is ever good enough…
The only time I feel the slightest bit of happiness is when I’m drinking. It’s sad, pathetic and going to lead to problems, I realize all of this. Doesn’t mean I’m going to stop, cause again, its the only way I can feel good about me.
FUCKIN FURIOUS
Ok, I understand spending time with your boyfriend, cool I don’t care. BUT spending the entire last week + with him and my family, meanwhile almost completely ignoring me? That right there is fucking low! But I’ve managed to go this long without flipping out. I ask to hang out today and you say no cause he asked to hangout with you 15 motherfucking minutes before me?????!!!!?!?!?...
